Restless

It's crazy the subject I will talk about here. But it's what I am feeling right now. Maybe the adrenaline of these past days... Saying goodbye to lots of my friends and also figuring out about what I am going to do with my life here or there. I have been so crazy worried! Maybe more three months here will clarify my resolutions. Or not! Lol. More time I spend here, more I want to stay in. I have a lot going on with me. Just not something like could "touch" me so deeply how it happened.

Well, besides all my future expectations. I can't think about anything else, but in a certain moment I lived here. I still feel him. It's about 6 or 7am. He just left me. I wish he did not. I want to share it here, because I feel very restless. I never felt something so strong. More than in my body. I never liked so so so much to be kissed. The crazy thing it's not just a sexual attraction... More than that! It's like I no longer belong to myself. Sounds such a madness... It's what I am feeling right now. Maybe he even didn't feel half of what I am feeling. This is scary. Never thought I would feel this kind of "connection"...  Now I am in a trouble. Haha. My heart is definitely a troublemaker.